heartbeat
fast
heat
as he
whirls
in my mind sight
out of the
screen
a vision of the lands I can escape too
i search through technology
feeding the urge
to be
and be see
close
lips parted
ready
i wait
to touch
taking the soft bottom half
between my teeth
to suck
and bite
just enough
tips of tongues
touching
as hands
my hand
reaches for you
your place
behind the velvet
ropes
where are you?
in this town
under a sign
of fantasia
we make money
through our minds
our bodies
using and selling
i want to buy some more
i want to get a stronger dose
i can't find the end
of the drug
i can't
need to stop searching for
you
maybe sometime it will find me
on my side of town
behind black gates
and red doors
surrounded by faces of Buddha
telling me I need to stop
i will
but I just need a little bit
more
please